Malay dilemma, dilema melayu or dilema aku je

Hai...saje nk share ape yg aku pk... or rasa.. or dilema.. hahaha

last week, i went to kedai tomyam near my house.. pastu tepi kedai tomyam..
ade kedai berger.. standard ar kt kedai berger.. ade la bertengek beberapa manusia berkaum melayu.. aku wat bodo n x pandang ar..

pastu aku pn order la food.. tapau je.. masa aku tgh tggu makanan... aku tgk la sekeliling.. kt kedai tu.. majoriti muka dak2 bawah umur aku... anak2 pakcik2 yg rival dgn aku masa aku kanak hingga remaja..

dr ape yg aku tgk.. dr gaya pemakaian... cam rempit, isap rokok, rambut warna warni cam badut...
aku terpk.. ni mmg trend skrg ke.. or mmg bile remaja gaya mmg camni ke.. or just dorg ni je..
kdg2 terpk gk aku.. dulu aku camni ke.. hehehe...

tu la malay dilemma... tun mahathir penah tulis buku dier psl malay dilemma.. nk sedarkan org melayu.. tp aku tgk.. ntah la..

bile di pk kan blk... dak2 melayu skrg.. mmg la teruk...
1st.. dorg xde motivation or goal... xde hala tuju..
nk suh dorg blaja.. mmg susah.. ape tah lg... nk cuba sumthing new.. keje oversea ke.. takut la..
apetah lg nk suh bukak bisness..
2nd.. malas..ni mmg synonym dgn melayu.. aku nk cuba ubah perspeksi org terhadap malay...

bkn xde melayu yg berjaya... tp mostly.. masih cam ape yg aku nmpk..
yg berjaya pn.. kalo x kene pulau.. kene ejek skema.. ni adalah masalah kaum... the culture itself..
melayu dah camtu...

tp aku tahu.. bkn aku je yg nmpk camni.. ramai gk.. tp ape yg kite bole wat? tulis blog.. tu je la...
hehehe.. kecewa aku... xkan nk suh aku gi kedai berger tu.. skola kan budak2 tu tgh mlm... x berbakul2 aku kene maki..dahh... aku plak dikatakan takut.. hahaha...

dah ar.. yg penting.. aku nk melayu maju...bkn melaka je maju...
kite kene buang mentality 3rd classs ni..
ciao...(aku masih dlm dilema)

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

Somebody told me: There are so many break up line.. hahhaa

hoiittt...
hahahaa... yesterday and same goes with day2 yg lalu...
dah byk kali aku dgr break2 line ni... so.. mcm2 jenis ..
but some of them mmg best utk didgr... and di share..

so here is some of it..
plg cliche... "its not u... its me" hahahahha
plg soft..."if u love somebody.. let her goes..let her be happy... and if she comes back.. and she is yours..."
plg xle blah.." we need to talk" hahahaa
and..ni best gk..." we are not in the same page"
and ni pelik skit..." u terlalu syg i.. i terpaksa tinggalkan u"

and mcm2 lg... hahaha.. if korg ade ayat2 yg lg menarik.. share ar...

ok.. gtg... mahu jd hero... ciao2

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

somebody told me > our life is determined by lame people.. most of us..

hey... tiba2 rasa tergerak nk post topic ni...
myb cam confius skit.. asalak en.. determined by lame people..
pernah x korg rasa nk gi travel, tp x jd sebab mbr ko xle gi.. sebab reason2 remeh temeh...
pernah x korg nk gi concert.. tp x jd.. sebab mbr xle blk lewat..
and pernah x korg nk men futsal.. x jd.. sebab mbr ko nk study esok test..
and mcm2 lg la activity2 yg korg nk wat... x jd sebab kan mbr ko x jd... and mbr ko tu sebenarnye lame person...

salah culture kite ke.. hidup mesti bermasyarakat.. kene ade kawan... nk makan pn kene berteman.. makan sorg2.. org ingt xde kawan... gile ke...

but... utk situasi kt atas tu.. myb minor situasi yg x memberi impact kt life korg sgt... but..
myb.. sumtime.. sumhow... akan tiba masa.. decision life korg.. yg critical and important...
cam nk keje mana, nk beli umah mana, or nk kawen dgn sape,
akan ditentukan oleh LAME people....

so.. korg pk2 la.. ikut cara aku.. gerak je... explore and experience je..
"life is a risk carnal...vato locos forever carnal"
hahahhaa... ayat dr cite blood in blood out....

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

Milkweed

hey...
tiba2 tergerak nk bercerita tentang MILKWEED
ni adalah nama band aku dahulu kala..

tp skrg ni lebeh menjadi pergerakan solo Geo Rais..
dier sorg je yg mengerak kan band ni...
dah macam yuna... hahhahaa
yg len seasonist je.. termasuklah aku...

dulu aku mmg x berape gemar la dgn lagu2 abg aku wat..
but lately.. dier dah start produce some good song..
especially dr segi lirik.. so.. tribute to milkweed..
aku on lagu2 milkweed kt blog aku...
korg bole check out band ni kt geo rais..cari kt facebook aku

korg bole dgr and jugde ape yg aku ckp.. try dgr lirik dier...
ciao

p/s: skrg zlatan ibrahimovic cam dh gempak men utk milan.. forza milan!!!

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

hide and seek... i think im going to change it to.. SOMEBODY told me...

this is my 1st post after a long time...
so.. mayb its lame.. nothing interesting.. just gimme a chance... hahaha

first of all.. sowie coz dah lama x post..

da reason for it.. xde pape yg menarik utk dishare...
nothing that open mind.. so agak lama gk ar.. minda tertutup..
i need new idea...fresh idea.. and way of thinking..

2nd... bcoz buzy x sudah.. x caya tanya my beaches..
if dorg merajuk ckp i sombong.. i akui and terima.. xle watpe..
sowie...

ni my latest pic... hahhahahaha


so as introduction...
hideandseekinmyworld akan bertukar to
SOMEBODY told me..tp.. url still da same.. coz dah ade org amik.. hahaha

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra