Its over.. Time to move on..

Hey low..

and its seem to be pretty low..

"it isnt u.. its me.. "

"u r too good for me"

sound cliche? hehehe.. but its a ordinary break up line..

but.. its doesnt consider break up..if u not in a relationship...

but.. after all.. everything is good..

maybe its not a destiny to be together...

ya allah.. hadirkan lah sebuah cinta dan kasih syg yg ikhlas utk hamba mu ini..

cinta yg x memandang rupa, harta, keluarga, fahaman politik, dan ..........

hehehe..

but.. thanx for everything...

listen..

somebody told me..

awk ni ade mata yg nakal.. nakal bkn gatal..
tapi awk mencari yg terbaik... and akak rasa kamu ni lmbt kawen..

huh? salah ar kak..saya rasa sy simple je.. cuma org je x paham sy..
hahaha... unpredictable skit..

by working with people from different background.. i learnt a few
meaningful things..

- always appreciate ur work.. bg ko myb remeh.. tp bg org len..
tu la duit nk sara anak bini.. so.. always respect ur work..
and do ur best for it..

- everybody has their own stories.. listen to them.. why they act
like that.. and support them for changes..they may need ur help..
even they didnt ask for it..

- people changes.. most of the time.. from worst to better.. never
belittle them.. and be friendly with all people..

- when u r good.. u always has enemy... melayu mmg hasad..
embrace it.. love ur enemy.. coz it bring out the best of u..

and for myself.. always be positive.. rezeki tu ade.. di mana2..
positive mind will always bring u forward.. dont afraid to take
a risk.. have faith with urself..people with understand u one day..






















liebeweg...lomo version

"positive outcomes only"

the different between me and einstein is just the name...

im done being single..

you know what?

i'm done being single..
im not good at it
obviously, you cant tell a woman u just met you love her
but it sucks that u cant
i tell u something though
if a woman.. not you.. just some hypothetical woman...
were to bear with me through all this...
i think i'd make a damn good husband
because that's the stuff i'd be good at
stuff life making her laugh and being a good father..
being a good kisser..

goodnyte

Why i deactivated my facebook?

hey hey...










hahhaaha... people keep asking me... u block me ke kt fb? --> xla.. deactivated je

nape deactivated fb? ---> just mencari diri sendri.. disebalik fb..

huh..nape plak? ---> since fb is the reason for people to not trusting me.. so.. let people noe me without facebook...myb ade baiknye gk..

bile nak ade fb balik? ---> mayb after i have a real gf..not just a close girl friend yg org ingt i have many girlfriends..

sian nye... do u really have to do that? ----> yup.. i think so.. it come to a point when u need to sacrifice something.. to gain something...

so.. plz dont ask me again bout my fb.. heheheh... tq tq tq

Silent is Golden

its happened in life.. u were in a different kind of relationship
u fall in love.. u break up.. u fall in love again and u break up again..
all of these doesnt make u weak person.. its give u experiences to grow up
and be a better person.. learn from mistake..

everybody has their own experience.. and their life expectation..
but.. what make us move forward.. we all have dream.. and faith.. hope..
we keep our dream alive but having faith.. and hoping for the best..

in the end.. we just go for it.. eventho we might fail.. but at least
we tried..

"its better to try and failed than failed without even trying"
thats just dissapointing me..

and lastly.. even if we end our relationship.. or myb not relationship..
a secretly bond.. that u afraid of for what reason.. that people might know..
its better to keep it silent.. u dont have to say something harsh..

and look at the positive side..
i can move forward..

" there are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle.. or you can live as if anything is a miracle.."

p/s: i'm addicted to apps dlm ipad 2... hahhaa n pic xde kene mengena.. hahaha

how i wish

how i wish that..

i did not made a decision based on relationship

i start a fresh relationship without interfere others

i can go somewhere that people does not know who i am

i can make up back for all the mistake i had made

i can ask for forgiveness with people i hurt

i can prove to people that they are wrong bout me

i can know what other people want from me

lastly... i wish that all the positive outcomes only...

Malay dilemma, dilema melayu or dilema aku je

Hai...saje nk share ape yg aku pk... or rasa.. or dilema.. hahaha

last week, i went to kedai tomyam near my house.. pastu tepi kedai tomyam..
ade kedai berger.. standard ar kt kedai berger.. ade la bertengek beberapa manusia berkaum melayu.. aku wat bodo n x pandang ar..

pastu aku pn order la food.. tapau je.. masa aku tgh tggu makanan... aku tgk la sekeliling.. kt kedai tu.. majoriti muka dak2 bawah umur aku... anak2 pakcik2 yg rival dgn aku masa aku kanak hingga remaja..

dr ape yg aku tgk.. dr gaya pemakaian... cam rempit, isap rokok, rambut warna warni cam badut...
aku terpk.. ni mmg trend skrg ke.. or mmg bile remaja gaya mmg camni ke.. or just dorg ni je..
kdg2 terpk gk aku.. dulu aku camni ke.. hehehe...

tu la malay dilemma... tun mahathir penah tulis buku dier psl malay dilemma.. nk sedarkan org melayu.. tp aku tgk.. ntah la..

bile di pk kan blk... dak2 melayu skrg.. mmg la teruk...
1st.. dorg xde motivation or goal... xde hala tuju..
nk suh dorg blaja.. mmg susah.. ape tah lg... nk cuba sumthing new.. keje oversea ke.. takut la..
apetah lg nk suh bukak bisness..
2nd.. malas..ni mmg synonym dgn melayu.. aku nk cuba ubah perspeksi org terhadap malay...

bkn xde melayu yg berjaya... tp mostly.. masih cam ape yg aku nmpk..
yg berjaya pn.. kalo x kene pulau.. kene ejek skema.. ni adalah masalah kaum... the culture itself..
melayu dah camtu...

tp aku tahu.. bkn aku je yg nmpk camni.. ramai gk.. tp ape yg kite bole wat? tulis blog.. tu je la...
hehehe.. kecewa aku... xkan nk suh aku gi kedai berger tu.. skola kan budak2 tu tgh mlm... x berbakul2 aku kene maki..dahh... aku plak dikatakan takut.. hahaha...

dah ar.. yg penting.. aku nk melayu maju...bkn melaka je maju...
kite kene buang mentality 3rd classs ni..
ciao...(aku masih dlm dilema)

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

Somebody told me: There are so many break up line.. hahhaa

hoiittt...
hahahaa... yesterday and same goes with day2 yg lalu...
dah byk kali aku dgr break2 line ni... so.. mcm2 jenis ..
but some of them mmg best utk didgr... and di share..

so here is some of it..
plg cliche... "its not u... its me" hahahahha
plg soft..."if u love somebody.. let her goes..let her be happy... and if she comes back.. and she is yours..."
plg xle blah.." we need to talk" hahahaa
and..ni best gk..." we are not in the same page"
and ni pelik skit..." u terlalu syg i.. i terpaksa tinggalkan u"

and mcm2 lg... hahaha.. if korg ade ayat2 yg lg menarik.. share ar...

ok.. gtg... mahu jd hero... ciao2

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

somebody told me > our life is determined by lame people.. most of us..

hey... tiba2 rasa tergerak nk post topic ni...
myb cam confius skit.. asalak en.. determined by lame people..
pernah x korg rasa nk gi travel, tp x jd sebab mbr ko xle gi.. sebab reason2 remeh temeh...
pernah x korg nk gi concert.. tp x jd.. sebab mbr xle blk lewat..
and pernah x korg nk men futsal.. x jd.. sebab mbr ko nk study esok test..
and mcm2 lg la activity2 yg korg nk wat... x jd sebab kan mbr ko x jd... and mbr ko tu sebenarnye lame person...

salah culture kite ke.. hidup mesti bermasyarakat.. kene ade kawan... nk makan pn kene berteman.. makan sorg2.. org ingt xde kawan... gile ke...

but... utk situasi kt atas tu.. myb minor situasi yg x memberi impact kt life korg sgt... but..
myb.. sumtime.. sumhow... akan tiba masa.. decision life korg.. yg critical and important...
cam nk keje mana, nk beli umah mana, or nk kawen dgn sape,
akan ditentukan oleh LAME people....

so.. korg pk2 la.. ikut cara aku.. gerak je... explore and experience je..
"life is a risk carnal...vato locos forever carnal"
hahahhaa... ayat dr cite blood in blood out....

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

Milkweed

hey...
tiba2 tergerak nk bercerita tentang MILKWEED
ni adalah nama band aku dahulu kala..

tp skrg ni lebeh menjadi pergerakan solo Geo Rais..
dier sorg je yg mengerak kan band ni...
dah macam yuna... hahhahaa
yg len seasonist je.. termasuklah aku...

dulu aku mmg x berape gemar la dgn lagu2 abg aku wat..
but lately.. dier dah start produce some good song..
especially dr segi lirik.. so.. tribute to milkweed..
aku on lagu2 milkweed kt blog aku...
korg bole check out band ni kt geo rais..cari kt facebook aku

korg bole dgr and jugde ape yg aku ckp.. try dgr lirik dier...
ciao

p/s: skrg zlatan ibrahimovic cam dh gempak men utk milan.. forza milan!!!

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

hide and seek... i think im going to change it to.. SOMEBODY told me...

this is my 1st post after a long time...
so.. mayb its lame.. nothing interesting.. just gimme a chance... hahaha

first of all.. sowie coz dah lama x post..

da reason for it.. xde pape yg menarik utk dishare...
nothing that open mind.. so agak lama gk ar.. minda tertutup..
i need new idea...fresh idea.. and way of thinking..

2nd... bcoz buzy x sudah.. x caya tanya my beaches..
if dorg merajuk ckp i sombong.. i akui and terima.. xle watpe..
sowie...

ni my latest pic... hahhahahaha


so as introduction...
hideandseekinmyworld akan bertukar to
SOMEBODY told me..tp.. url still da same.. coz dah ade org amik.. hahaha

"the difference between einstein and i is just by the name"
pairtra

Pergi..kayanye bahasa malaysia...

(ni bkn picture aku..krdt pade tuan punya)

Wie geht's.. icb bin faul..

Tut mir Leid..

Das bedeutet... ini bermakna.. how r u? im lazy.. im sowie..

so.. aritu.. lepak dgn sorg legendary ini..

dier pn bukak la cite..

bahasa malaysia..

dgn perkataan pergi sahaja.. kite akan dpt mcm2 bunyi..

jom terjah..hehee

standard bahasa melayu Pergi

dak kelatan lak..malas skit..jd gi

dak utara la.. lg best pi

dak nogori plak jd poi

dak kL plak gerak

dak singh plak pigi

dak cina pili

dak mana ni.. korg teka r porah...

so..betapa..kaya nye.. bahasa malaysia.. satu malaysia?

hahaha..

btw.. congrazt kepada team bola msia..

kebanggaan ku..

kids used by adult

hallo...

1st nk congratz myself..result dh kuar.. n x fail pape paper.. huhu

2nd.. milan dh power skit skrg.. bagus2.. forza milan...

3rd.. keje skrg memenatkan.. 8-5... blk kul 9 dh sleepy...

so back to our topic..

pernah x korg trpk or terjumpa.. dgn kanak2 yg dtg mintak sedekah..

or dtg minta derma skola agama.. ntah mana2...

so.. dr mana dak2 ni dtg.. sape yg anta mereka..

and soklan plg bernas.. patut kah aku bg derma n support dorg?

mmm... for me.. x patut.. when we support them.. mende ni akan jd lg teruk..

if im pity dgn budak tu.. aku lg rela blanja dier makan kt kdai mkn tu..

"hidup biar berakal.. mati jgn jd hantu" hahaa.. ayat dr seorg yg legendary

it wuz a shame...and pathetic..

hye.. hye..

like all the things dat i always do... i write when i dont feel good..

first of all.. i stop my doing my beloved hobby (photography) for a while... here is one of the reason..

yeahh.. i just found out that.. somebody used my pic.. and entered a competition... and won it..

and the best part wuz... that somebody.. dont even let me noe bout it..

i dont want any credit for that.. or any gift.. but at least.. let me noe...

that u used my pic...thanx u..

but.. seperti biasa lg.. i will not do anything..

tuhan maha adil... =)

"may god bless u"

kembali..

kembali...

hye.. salam.. guten tag...

1st..kite gelak dulu... hahahahhahahahahahahaha

n mesti korg tertanya2... y?

hhahahaa....

sebab... segala ke busy an telah berakhir...

yeahh... and sowie x update pape.. heehe.. ade ke org nk baca?

so.. sepanjang kebusyan yg melanda jiwa ini..

pancaindera ini sempat meloloskan pandangan nya utk seketika..

melihat rancangan2 ilmiah... seperti...

discovery channel, history, infoTv, dan lain2...

so.. byk gk info2 menarik.. yg korang bole dpt kt situ..

ape yg menarik... "rainbow warrior" skrg dikenali as greenpeace...

this is story psl group of pple.. yg fight for peace..world peace...

its happened masa year 1986 kut... lama gk.. di NZ.. bkn nz wangsa maju...

new zealand... that time.. france nk test nuclear weapon dorg...

and.. this group of rainbow warrior... nek kapal dan biasanye dorg akan berlabuh di laut tempat

org nk test nuclear.. cara dorg protest.. but.. after period of time protess.. france dh mls.. dier anta unit khas mereka..pengebom..dan bom kapal rainbow warrior itu.. dan karam..

and dorg xnk ngaku mula2... last2 kantoi gak...

so.. marilah kite menjaga dunia ini agar aman dan selamat dan sehat..hahhaa.. dah merepek dah ni.. writing skill dah karat.. sowie...

if korg nk further info.. check this out...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow_Warrior_(1955)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greenpeace

tshusss..

padang, earthquake, flood, - what the world gonna be? p.s.. mistake i have to make

salam.. hye hey..

first... nk take a moment of silent.. and doa kan sedara2 kite

yg mengalami kecelakaan di seberang... flood in filipina, and gempa bumi di padang, indonesia..

and.. to our haccer... doy.. semoga pulang dgn selamat dr padang...

as far as i noe..

keadaan di padang sgt2 teruk.. communication terputus.. and makanan xde...terputus..

jalan raya rosak.. rumah2 hancur.. keadaan teruk sperti tsunami...

and..ramai student2 medic msia berada di padang...

hopefully they all r fine..

myb we can try to help them...

i don noe how..

next.. semasa kejadian ni berlaku...

twitter menjadi satu medium yg sgt penting.. utk mereka mengpost kan keadaan dan situasi mereka.. utk memberitahu keadaan mereka.. dan juga.. ada yg menguna kan twitter ni utk mencari sedara2 mereka yg hilang..

berguna juga teknologi ini...

and last...topic that bermain2 in my mind..

mistake i have to make..

here's is the thing bout mistake..

sumtime..even u noe sumthing's a mistake..

u gotta make it anyway...

even really2 dumb mistake..

ok yes... i knoe its a mistake..

but theres certain thing in life..whre u noe its a mistake..

but u dont really noe its a mistake..

bcoz the only way to really noe its a mistake..

is to make a mistake...

and look back... and say.. "yeahh..that was a mistake.."

so... really..the biggest mistake would be not to make the mistake...

thats. all...

think it on ur own way...

tschuss...

"the different between einstein and me is just the name"
pairtra

Library dan monyet2....

salam... hey...

selamat berpuasa dan berbuka..

and beberapa ari lg nk rya.. mood dh mmg raya je

but.. raya tahun ini cam biasa je.. x tah

u mana menarik nye..

but.. this year.. raya.. my mood better than last one..

=) happy happy.. even single...

so back to the topic.. today.. lepak library..

seperti biasa.. doing our beloved love report...

but yg x biasa nye.. ade plak monyet2 kt dlm tu...

sekali dua bukak kedai kopi xpe la..

tp dh byk kali..pastu kuat plak tu..

camon la.. nama pn library.. so senyap la..bkn kedai kopi abah kamu..

ni la contoh mentality 3rd class yg masih ade dlm rakyat msia..

simple thing -respect-

pn xle nk wat.. camne other pple nk respect u.. if u dont respect others..

1st u disrespect other pple yg nk study...

2nd u selfish..

so my frenz.. jgn la jd monyet2 dlm library...

shame on urself...

"the different between einstein and me is just the name"
pairtra

ramadhan.. pose... berbuka dan sahur..

salam..

hey hye u...

yeahh.. today dh 20 ramadhan..

so.. mlm lailatul qadar is around the corner..

so guys.. u noe what u shud do.. im not master in ceramah2 agama..

but.. i gez.. we noe what ramadhan bring for us...

btw.. end of this year... i will start working.. still looking for the best

place..

and so

mehow.. i still confuse.. mechanical engineering..

do i wanna work in the office or at the site..

back to the topic..

this year.. hari raya will be slightly different for me.. bcoz..

this year.. myb raya.. kt perak.. and.. all my close uncle and aunty dh pass away..

so.. i could imagine.. beraya dgn sedara2 yg x close sgt..

btw again..hehhe

if u had read my blog before psl.. my final and never give up...bla bla bla..

i got A- for that subject... yeahhh.... so terbukti.. usaha tangga kejayaan...

ohh... i just upgrade my laptop to window 7... but cd x ori la.. xde duit...

overall.. window 7 is better than vista, ringan n x jamd.. laju... features besst...

so..upgrade la to windows 7.. if u wanna noe detail.. google it!!! hehee

oh.. btw.. here some link.. where i used to get things...hehhee

enjoy it...

http://www.tvsubtitles.net/ utk cari subtitle..

http://www.911tabs.com/ utk cari tab/chord lagu..

http://dictionary.reference.com/ online dictionary

http://www.mp3raid.com/ cari mp3...lagu2...

ok..tu je.. thats all for today..dah2... gi tdo..

gi sahur... and selamat berpuasa...

tschuss...

p/s: esok ade casting.. cari lead male actor.. jom2...

plus.. ade hacc meeting... plus.. ade keje mengajar skit...

"the different between einstein and me is just the name"
pairtra

world issues..

halooo..ni hao ma?

1st.. sowie.. kepada sesapa yg baca blog ni.. walaupun x byk... sowie lama x update...

bzzz... errghhh.. if only u all noe how bz i am...

test + weekly report + mini project..and etc..

last weken and this weken.. i lepak with my skoolmate, my beaches and assholes, my frenz, my milan frenz...perghh..dh abis lalai dah...abis la...

ok.. start with the topic..

now.. dunia mmg x aman.. kejap2 kene bom, indonesia, thailand..

hmm... its just beside us.. diburukkan lg dgn H1N1...

til now.. 73 person mati...

and.. plus.. gempa bumi.. jerebu... and mcm2 lg.. hmm...

rasanye.. ni la zaman plg buruk skali all my life..

and.. lately.. i kinda lost my motivation..

i dont noe y..

psl pose? alasan...

and i dont noe.. i dont av any story to share.. uhuhuhuh

melayu, cina and india...inikah one malaysia?

hye heloo u...

hehehe tajuk diatas mmg interesting...

tp this is not racist....

aritu i jalan2 kt bintang... pasaraya near my hs...

then.. masa i nk byr... kt cashier...

i heard this one interesting conversation..

its sound like this...

A : .... btul ma... saya cite...

lu keje smpi bile? bla2...

B : bla2.... yeke.. mahal ma.. saya punya lg bagus2 ma...

blaah222...

ini adalah bahasa MELAYU yg dipengaruhi element CINA..

slang2 cina...

what made this more interesting was...

when i looked at those pple yg tgh ckp...

dua2 adalah gadis INDIA....

jelas membukti ape yg negara luar pandang malaysia as Multi bowl.. kut,,. ntah... sound camtu..

so.. kite sebenarnya.. mengalami proses amalgamasi ke..or asimilisasi...

ok2... gtg... tschussss